all diz r really unpredictable. mmg mula2 semua hepy. but i never expect all this 2b this serious. shit la. aku bru nk hepy.......... np kne jadik complicated camnie? bnyk yg di pikir tpi semua sampah. xde jalan.
aku tau itu anugerah. tapi mungkin salah aku bile aku sendiri ckp 'itu anugerah'? aku tak pernah letak perkataan 'hope' tu kt situ. aku mmg hepy tpi aku xnk semua nie jadik mcm nie. worse! jgn bersumpah sbb kita xtau ape jadik masa dpn nnti. there a wall between us. big wall. great wall. dats y i owez b in silent mode. i really dunno what is going on. i dun want all this. i juz want 2 b hepy. but not diz way. aku xleh halang perasaan sape2 tpi jgn letak aku dlm serba salah nie. ini bukan masalah 'tepuk tgn'.... tpi nie sume masalah kesilapan. mistake.
i surrender. i really cant handle this. i never been into diz b4 and i never think bout it. aku xnk semua nie jadik cmnie. bende nie semua xkn buat aku hepy......tpi buat aku serabot. apa makna 'enjoy' tu? am not enjoying all this at all.
caring is there. hepy is there. but when we talk bout lurve. i dun hv it.
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syg kena teruskan hidup yg penuh pancaroba inie
walau apa pun yg berlaku or rintangan yg dihadapi.carry on your happy until u get a real life and u can get u happy until u die.nie semua ujian dalam kehidupan seharian kita.semuanya yg berlaku ada hikmah disebaliknya.jgn terlalu memikirkan sgt sampaikan memakan diri sendiri k.happy forever and ever
salam..... hurmmmm baca gak back to basic... tapi sebenarnya kan..... kita kena review kita punya diri... dan perbaiki.... ok?
itu yg aku sentiasa lakukan..
erk..........
Myza,
Jemput dtg umah pada 2 Mei (sabtu)
majlis kawen aku..hihihi
dtg taw...
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back to basic.. i LOVE reading others blog. hahahaha well actually back basic we're the 1 who responsible to ensure that we're the happy person or not. everything is our hand, chooses in our hand. jangan bersandarkan kepada sesiapa to be happy.
am not depending on other to get my happiness. but when people mk me hapy. am very hepy n really appreciate its. but if others make me happy jz to get sumthing they expected. its not true.
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