back to basic. (i really mean it)

all diz r really unpredictable. mmg mula2 semua hepy. but i never expect all this 2b this serious. shit la. aku bru nk hepy.......... np kne jadik complicated camnie? bnyk yg di pikir tpi semua sampah. xde jalan.

aku tau itu anugerah. tapi mungkin salah aku bile aku sendiri ckp 'itu anugerah'? aku tak pernah letak perkataan 'hope' tu kt situ. aku mmg hepy tpi aku xnk semua nie jadik mcm nie. worse! jgn bersumpah sbb kita xtau ape jadik masa dpn nnti. there a wall between us. big wall. great wall. dats y i owez b in silent mode. i really dunno what is going on. i dun want all this. i juz want 2 b hepy. but not diz way. aku xleh halang perasaan sape2 tpi jgn letak aku dlm serba salah nie. ini bukan masalah 'tepuk tgn'.... tpi nie sume masalah kesilapan. mistake.

i surrender. i really cant handle this. i never been into diz b4 and i never think bout it. aku xnk semua nie jadik cmnie. bende nie semua xkn buat aku hepy......tpi buat aku serabot. apa makna 'enjoy' tu? am not enjoying all this at all.

caring is there. hepy is there. but when we talk bout lurve. i dun hv it.

Angel's story.....

be an angle in sumbody heart is like dreams come true - dat what others said. for me? its like am dreaming. gosh! =D my smiling face owez there. laugh like pearl cn come out fm my mouth. walking like others stare n admire me. wahahahahaa~ poyo giler!

last weekend' stil my bz n excited weekend. friday/3April r ude's n abah's birthday... after work goin back home 2 send cupcakes 4 both of them. HEPY BIRTHDAY UDE & ABAH. =D and cupcakes 4 k.lyn for her engagement (saturday/4April)..... SELAMAT BERTUNANG AKAK =D. ~all the best. fast n furious movie @ pavilion stil dem gud.. and wedding ceremony.... walla~

i wish this happiness last forever. hope everything works according 2 plan. betul ape org ckp. setiap sesuatu yg berlaku...ade hikmah disebaliknya. and the truth shows. after all i went tru. its really sux b4 til i lost 6kg only in 2weeks! sedih. tertekan. blur. but now.....

am hepy =D

Thanx u so much ;p

mendealah ape tagged nie? =D

Tagged by Ezit.......


Answer this truthfully referring to your ex or ex-es. Be honest!

1. Why did you let me go?
i juz let the DOG out! hehee

2. I still love you!
oredy hate u!

3. When did we last talk.
dunno.....

4. Will you go out with me
tgk la dlu.....

5. Hey, can i give you a ride
tq. aku ade kete.

6. I cannot keep my promise to you.
kau mmg useless.

7. My friends say we look good.
i am gud. theres no 'we' there...

8. You have changed
people change!

9. Can we get back together?
klo aku terima ko balik tu aku dh gila la tu.

10. Oh, I know what this is all about. You found someone else.
and.... he 10x better than u.

11. Don't you realize? You are the one who hurt me
u deserve dat......

12. how can u forget our memories??
xleh lupe bodoh!

13. I will always love you.
lu ngn lu pnye luv bleh g jahanam.

TAG > fa > abi > ajojo >

my earth hour =D

sabtu aritu aku bwk adik aku n adam g amek akak aku kt tmpt keje die… then trus g wondermilk kt dmsara sb nk tempah cupcakes utk bufday die….. then sbb nk jgk tgk earth hour tu cmner… aku bwk dorg melepak kt d curve lak… lgipn nk carik adiah bufday utk abah skali… ikea inform nk support earth hour… so mmg dorg tutup lampu dat nite. Nice. Gelap jek. Ade cm event sket dorg wat kt café atas tu…. So creative sbb dorg wat muzik pakai brg2 ikea dlm gelap lgi tu….

Ahad lak aku bgn pagi….as usual…siap2 kan adam dlu. Then kol 11.30am aku dh chow… sbb folo B pegi kenduri kazen die kt w.maju. huhu… aku siap sound B awal2 xmo lepak lame2…last2 mmg dorg yg tggu aku yg lambat nie…. Traffic jem makcik… hehehhee kt kenduri tu aku xmkn sbb da kenyang… then ktrg chow awl dr kenduri then g melepak kt pavilion lak…(ade abg B amek gmbr ktrg curik2 kt kenduri tu…) ktrg tgk movie kt pavi… citer yg ntah cm hape! Huh. Nie sume B pnye psal…xpndai pilih citer… bazir jek…. Hahhahaa (B jgk yg salah kan? Hehehhee) b4 movie ktrg melepak kt la bodega…. Sb aku dh lapar blik tpi stakat mkn sket2 jek la… mark n spencer pn xde kt pavi? Huh. B ganti balik gula2 I tu….sape suruh B abeskan? …. Pas tgk movie ktrg gerak blik umah B sbb nk diner ngn family B lak kt area pandan…. Food ok tpi lambat gler…. Pas dinner aku chow blik equine…..


Note : earth hour tu utk menggelapkan ‘world’ slame 1 jam… but ‘world’ aku teranggg jee…. =D

pics uploaded.... =D

memule dinner kt Sate Kajang Hj. Samuri .......


nie dlm kete nk g karok kt ceriabox.....

dh smpi....tgh tggu kamil yg drive loneranger..... ;p

nie la jimmy yg pick up ktrg kt umah..... power gk die drive... ;p

ezit n ila.... yg malu2 nk nyanyi ms mule2... dh nk balik xnk lepas mike lak..hahaha

kamil pnye sore mmg terbaeekkk.... cayalah beb.... ;p

dr.Boy...kamil n pak ika.... sape brani celen dr.? hehehehe

pak ika nie ktrg import dr seberang nyanyi ala2 ariel peterpan nie... hehehe

so' mlm tu mmg besh! kte mmg rawk! =D

our karaoke sessions =D

smlm (friday-27Mac) sgt penat kt ofis.... bkn la keje sgt pon... tpi pgi kol 10am ade staff meeting.... pastu last ade lak wat bufday celeb utk sume yg lahir bln march.... so ade la name aku even tertinggal. huh! pastu lunch hour lak ktrg g mines.... ng hawa n nor skali.... merayap n mkn. balik opis dh kol 3pm trus aku msk meeting lak.... ade event lak katenye nnt bln april nie... as usual me n fa berkhidmat as usher.... hehhehehe xbleh blah!

meeting tu abis lewat....aku msk opis..setel ape yg patot.. then chow... mesti bos aku tension...aku xde 1hari.... hehhehee ilex bos...jgn marah2 =D

mlm tu ade dinner kt Sate Kajang Hj.Samuri..... provide by Dr.Boy! wah...act nie utk yg related ngn fisio jek...tpi dr.Boy invite me n fa jgk... hehehehee.... so mlm tu hazimy amek aku n fa kt umah... ktrg g amek pak Ika lak.... gerak trus jmpe kamil, ila n ezit kt sane.... mkn sate..bnyk gk dr. pesan. n aku n fa order nasik grg gk... setel mkn... owh. mlm tu aku jdi seketeri dr.Boy lak..... tukang setel bil n booking karoke. hehehee then chow g Ceria Box kajang. tmpt tu bleh tahan gk... amek package 4hour.... 9.30 until 1.30am! perghh...mmg terbaek....


pgi nie dpt msg dari Ezit.... 'smlm was rely fun n enjoyable....u guys rawk!' yep.beb... korg sume rawk! mmg best n enjoy sgt....... later i upload pics sbb sume dlm cam ezit...... nx month ade plan lagi.... all thanx a lot to dr.Boy =D

what 'me' dun hv yet...........

so much happen lately..... so much 2 update gk.... but dunno how to type its all here without mk others hurt..... stil nk jaga hati org ek? for what? <- sume org2 yg dekat ngn aku slalu pesan kt aku..... aku ske ble dorg slalu ingtkn aku. mcm2 dorg ingtkan aku yg cepat lupe nie.... dorg slalu pesan jgn cpt lupekan ape yg org dh buat kat kite.... jgn buat baik pd org yg xpernah appreciate kebaikan kite.... yg hanya tau cari dan salah kan org lain! erm. am must owez b strong. kene kuat pd yg buat mcm kuat. kene memilih pada yg suke memilih. kene kasar pd yg slalu kasar. kene ganas pd yg pretend mcm ganas. kene kurang ajar pd yg slalu kurang ajar. kene keras pd yg buat2 keras. so' g jhnm. enuf said.

its not about money.... but sum people owez see 'money' as matters.... frienship is money kot? biasela......shit happen.....

can't smell it.... can't touch it.... only can feel it..... but still i dun hv diz greatest thing.... (greatest ke?) i wonder if i still cn hv it. once. and 2nd time. failed! dunno if i still hv a chance for d 3rd and LAST...plz?... letih beb............. lastnite watched 'armywives'...... they hv gudstory there..... gud advice.... and gud words.....

and thanks a lot to them coz owez mk me hepy........ :p